Hope

It’s been a busy couple of weeks meeting with doctors, gathering records and keeping Stanton healthy!  We have temporarily withdrawn Stanton from school as we are trying everything we can to keep him from getting sick and losing more weight.  So, each morning we have “school” at home.  His school sent me a packet of worksheets, so each morning we complete one or two of those.  His “handwriting” is really improving!  This week he traced two long, straight lines without any help!  I was thrilled to see that kind of progress.  Stanton also seems proud of his work and like to save it and show Daddy when he gets home from work.

We saw the pulmonologist, Dr. Scott Davis, at Tulane a couple of weeks ago and he was really great!  He spent about two hours with us, examining Stanton, asking lots of questions, gathering information and reviewing Stanton’s history.  Stanton’s lungs sounded clear so Dr. Davis sent us down to radiology for a chest x-ray.  He wanted to establish a “baseline” of what Stanton’s lungs look like on a good health day.   After the x-ray we went back to his office and waited.  Dr. Davis showed us the films and pointed out some areas of inflammation and noted concern.  He has requested all of Stanton’s past x-rays so he can compare before jumping to any conclusions.  Dr. Davis said that Cincinnati Children’s is the best, rated number one in pulmonology, with one of the few in house pediatric “Aero-Digestive” centers in the United States. He is happy to partner with them and be our “local” pulmonologist.  I really am so thankful to have a local specialist on board with our Cincinnati team!

As I was shopping for stocking stuffers at Target on Friday, Cincinnati Children’s hospital called.  Stanton has been accepted to the Aero-Digestive program!  The team accepted Stanton about 2 weeks ago, but the gastroenterologist and nurse practitioner took some time to call and speak with our pediatrician and other local doctors who saw Stanton in the hospital over Thanksgiving.  They represented his case to the team this past Wednesday, with the extra details they gathered, and the team flagged Stanton as an URGENT patient.  The team’s earliest opening isn’t until the first of April, but because they consider Stanton urgent, they have bumped him to the top of the scheduling list.  I’m not really sure what that means, but I have a feeling we’ll be going at the end of January or early February…but can’t say for sure.   Someone from scheduling should call before Christmas to let us know when we are to come. 

This whole process is a roller coaster of emotions….I’m beyond excited to know that our son will be seen by some of the best specialists in the country. It is a bit heartbreaking to know I have a child who needs the best and has been labeled URGENT. It’s a relief to have access to the best! The six days of testing and exploratory surgeries will be nerve racking.   All the “what if’s” are playing through my mind. I am hopeful for answers…at least a better plan of action.  I feel vulnerable opening myself up to hope – but without hope, there is no fuel for our continued fight for Stanton’s health.  Romans 12:12 reminds me to “Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer.” Such simple instructions, yet, such a challenge on a daily basis!  I think this will be my new mantra for the upcoming new year.