Monday, June 28, 2010

Since the allergy testing all came back negative, I do feel a little more relaxed about food and Stanton. The news hasn’t changed the way Stanton reacts to or accepts food, however, it has changed my attitude. I no longer find myself hovering and worrying over every possible taste, lick or bite. We are to slowly introduce things so that we can pin-point and record any reactions. Thus, we begin our journey along the bumpy, windy, cobble-stone road with hopes that the destination takes us to a place where Stanton can trust, eat and enjoy food.

This weekend John and I had such an amazing time with Stanton.  We camped out, enjoyed the beach, spent time with friends and simply just had fun.  We especially enjoyed introducing Stanton to and watching him dip french-fries into ketchup. Stanton carefully lifted each fry as if it were the finest piece of crystal stemware. He first carefully touched the tip of the fry into the ketchup, then to his tongue. After a few cautious dips, Stanton grew more and more courageous. He began licking the ketchup off each fry and then actually took a bite of a fry. He just held the tiny bite in his mouth for a moment, then spit it out. It truly was a magical, fun time at the table – which didn’t have a happily ever after ending. (Stanton threw up four hours later) It’s a bit sad for me to know that we’ve been denied this experience until now…I guess I’m starting to face the fact that we’ve all experienced trauma.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

No Food Allergies

We spent most of Wednesday with doctors at Ochsner’s. First we saw the Allergist/Immunologist. He reviewed all of Stanton’s results from our recent blood work and testing. The immunology report found that Stanton has NO elevated levels of eosinophils in his bloodstream. This completely rules out the possibility of Eosinophilic Esophagitis. This is great news for Stanton and gives us hope that maybe one day he will be able to enjoy food! The only area of concern from an immunological standpoint is that Stanton has very low strep and pneumonia fighters. The doctor wrote us a prescription for an extra vaccine as Stanton is a “partial responder” to the Prevnar vaccine that all babies receive. Stanton does have a history of several pneumonias and chronic upper respiratory and ear infections, but they’ve always trailed behind severe vomiting episodes. I haven’t really decided what I think about that yet.
Basically, the allergy tests reveal that Stanton isn’t allergic to anything. The doctor explained that many people are “intolerant” to a food and unfortunately there isn’t a test for that. The doctor said that obviously Stanton is reacting to foods and we should just keep trying the elimination diet and documenting his responses to food. He went on to suggest that because Stanton will sometimes eat, then not get sick for a few hours, it could be a motility issue, and that is something to discuss and explore with the gastroenterologist.

We then meet Ms. Jan and her boys for lunch at Piccadilly. There is one just a few blocks from the hospital. Stanton really enjoyed listening to the boys talk about the new Toy Story 3 movie! I ordered some corn for him and he happily played with the corn and spoon and maybe ate a few bites. The corn was cooked in butter . Stanton has always quickly reacted to dairy products – usually via chronic diarrhea. Well, this time, he developed a whelp style rash on his right check…the same check Stanton covered with corn juices as he attempted to use a spoon. Of course – we’d just left the allergist appointment. Why, oh why, couldn’t the allergist see this bright red growing rash!

Well, our next stop was with Dr. Serrano, the GI (gastroenterologist) and she pointed the rash out right away. I explained that it had just developed since enjoying corn at Piccadilly. She said, “Was it cooked in butter?” I admitted it must have been. Dr. Serrano said it looked like a definite dairy reaction. She said she had reviewed the results of all the blood work and understood that although Stanton isn’t allergic to anything on paper – we knew and could document specific reactions to foods. Yeah, I thought, just look at his face! We discussed many, many topics – too much to really to list. The main deciding points at this visit included sticking to the elimination diet, introducing a new medication, and getting a second opinion about feeding clinics.

Dr. Serrano knows a GI who helped start an inpatient feeding disorders clinic at the University of Pennsylvania. She asked if she could call him and see if he thought Stanton would be a good candidate for this type of clinic. Dr. Serrano said she has only sent children who are failure to thrive and on feeding tubes to these type clinics. But, she feels, as do I, that because Stanton is now beginning to show some behavior issues related to food and feeding, and because he is bottle dependent, a clinic stay could be the thing that saves us from a feeding tube. She said to think of it as “preventative care.” Although he has some medical issues and a restricted diet, an intensive treatment program, could jump start Stanton and get him to a more age appropriate place. I am open and ready for this as I see him falling further and further behind his peers.   There are only ten inpatient pediatric feeding clinics in the United States.  I've just looked at a few so far:  Pennsylvania, Maryland, New Jersey and Georgia.

Stanton’s new medication is to increase the speed of his body’s digestion. The allergist and Dr. Serrano feel that his 2-3 hour vomiting delay after eating could imply that Stanton has delayed gastric emptying (also called “motility”). The GI said that rather than doing more tests and scans, let’s just try the medication and see how it goes. Well, this morning was my first attempt at getting the medication down. What a nightmare! Three outfits later, and we still maybe got ½ ml in him. And I’m supposed to give this to him three times a day!!!!!! That’s just craptastic! Stanton cried, screamed, vomited and flat out refused the medication. I then attempted to hide it in his juice – failed attempt number two! I even hid it in a small amount of Coke and he still wouldn’t drink it – failed attempt number three. I then took it along to our occupational therapy session – failed attempt number four. I don’t know what my next strategy will be. I’d love some ideas.

So, what does the “elimination diet” mean for Stanton? We have been given a green light to introduce one food group a week. The doctor recommended that we start slow and with “safer” foods as you would with a baby….. starches….. fruits… vegetables. So, this week we are trying fruits. Stanton has enjoyed diced peach cups in the past and loves apple juice, so I figured that was a safe place to start. I am to closely monitor and right down any changes in bowel movements, vomiting and skin rashes. Stanton licked a piece of watermelon this morning, grinned and said “yummy, eat.” Then he leaned in for his second lick, only to be surprised by the eruption of his ever present dormant volcano. After I cleaned him up I was astounded to see him reaching for the watermelon again. Again, he said “yummy.” I fought back tears and said, “yes, it’s yummy.” 

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Oh yeah, there's more...

In addition to all of our complicated medical issues, Stanton also has really low muscle tone in his face. This combination has complicated our efforts to obtain a firm diagnosis for Stanton and understand what the underlying issue really is. Is the low facial tone contributing to his inability to swallow or is the throat damage and eosinophilic responses he exhibits the smoking gun? I flip-fllp between these ideas throughout the day. Some days it’s really obvious and others, it’s cloudy. We are treating Stanton’s gastro-intestinal problems as if it’s eosinophilic esophagitis until we know otherwise. He really is responding well to this. My car still has a bag full of extra clothes for those unexpected, “just in case” puking in public moments, but, I haven’t needed them for a couple of weeks now. This is HUGE progress!

Stanton’s low facial tone has manifested itself in many forms. As a baby, I noticed his left eye crossing. The bigger he got, the more frequent his eye would turn in. By the time we saw an ophthalmologist, Stanton was 10 months old. The ophthalmologist quickly diagnosed Stanton with esotropia. Because of his age, the ophthalmologist said Stanton had a 95% chance of regaining his vision and scheduled surgery for the following week. Just six months post surgery, Stanton’s chart stated “normal vision.” We only have to go back to the ophthalmologist once a year!

Pre-surgery


"Eye Patching" Pre Surgery

Post Surgery


3-months post surgery

From day one, my little man has always presented with a protruding tongue. This means that his tongue sits wide and fat on his bottom lip. He hardly ever has his mouth closed and really never keeps his tongue in his mouth. When Stanton drinks his bottle, his tongue sticks out even as he sucks. The protruding tongue has really complicated the feeding issues as well as severely impacted his expressive speech. That combined with the trauma of feeding has lead to some sensory issues on his face and in his mouth. Washing his face and brushing his teeth are sometimes impossible!


He receives speech therapy and occupational therapy each week. The therapists are both focusing on oral-motor and working on transitioning Stanton from a bottle to a cup, tongue muscle strengthening exercises, lip closure, chewing and biting, increasing his communication and decreasing the sensory defensiveness around his face. Yes, between doctors, testing, specialists and therapy, we stay on the road a lot! I am beginning to notice that my life revolves around the whim of the “experts.”

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to you,



Happy Birthday Dear Stanton,



Happy Birthday to You!


Friday, June 11, 2010

Ramblings

Ramblings: “If you describe a person’s writing as someone’s ramblings,
you are saying that it is meaningless because the person who wrote it was very confused.” (http://dictionary.reverso.net/english-cobuild/ramblings)



“All are Negative,” said the nurse on the phone, referring to Stanton’s recent blood work for food allergy testing. Negative results should feel positive…..right? So why is my heart beating double time? Why has the wind been knocked out of me? The nurse went on to say, “The only point of concern the doctor found was that Stanton’s IgE counts are low as are his pneumococcal numbers.” I feel extremely frustrated and ruffled, but somehow manage to set up a follow up appointment with the immunologist and allergist for June 23rd.

     The yin and the yang
           The good and the bad
                 The delicate balance between all and none
                       Negative and positive
                             EE or severe feeding disorder
                                   Dream or reality

My heart is crushed. All recent tests results (since April) have yielded negative results – and yet I still have a child who can not eat. His days swing the pendulum between extremes of gagging and all out vomiting wars; chronic diarrhea and terrible constipation; energy and fatigue; healthy and sick. Someone out there must be able to look at my child – all of him – and put the pieces of this puzzle together. I am filled with ramblings…

….Is this Eosinophilic Esophagits (EE) and will we continue to treat it as such?
….Is this something completely different and who will figure it out?
….Is this just a feeding disorder?
…If this is just a feeding disorder, then I’m enabling the behavior by not forcing food
…If this is EE then I’m doing all that I can do
…Can a nine day old baby be born with a feeding disorder as that’s when this nightmare started…
…It can’t be a feeding disorder
…we have an endoscopy from October that shows strictures and white plaques
… we have an x-ray from February that shows a severe narrowing of his airway…we have unexplained rashes
….we’ve had good eating days that quickly turn into chronic diarrhea and vomiting a few hours later




I’m ready for answers.
I’m ready to aggressively treat whatever it is.
My sleeves are rolled up and I’m ready to work.
I’m just waiting for the assignment.

Monday, June 7, 2010

What is an Eosinophilic Disorder?

What in the world is an eosinophilic gastro-intestinal disorder ? (this does take practice….but here’s how to pronounce it: “e-o-sin-o-feel-lic”)


I thought I’d take a moment to define the diagnosis Stanton has been given and is being treated for. Most of this information came from a wonderful site for Eosinophilic disorders. Thank you http://www.apfed.org/ for being in existence for parents like me! Of course, you’ll see that I’ve added in some information particular to our story….

Eosinophilic esophagitis (EE) is an allergic inflammatory disease characterized by elevated eosinophils in the esophagus. This is where it’s tricky for Stanton. He had an endoscopy in April to specifically look for eosinophils and none were found. Stanton began treatment for EE three weeks prior to the endoscopy so some of our specialists feel that this proves the treatment is working, while others on our team think it shows he may not have EE. So, for now, we are treating Stanton as if he has EE while still undergoing tests to rule out other things that could be going on. Stanton matches each and every symptom of EE and has responded well to the treatment!

Eosinophilic esophagitis is characterized by a large number of eosinophils and inflammation in the esophagus (the tube connecting the mouth to the stomach). Stanton had severe inflammation and damage before starting treatment for EE. Before, we treated him with a whole variety of reflux medications. He never showed progress while on acid blocking medications. There may be an inherited (genetic) tendency. (We have an appointment with a geneticist in July.) EE can be driven by food allergy or intolerance: most patients who eliminate food proteins from their diet (by drinking only an amino-acid based formula) improve. (Stanton switched to an amino-acid based formula, Elecare at the end of March.)

Common symptoms include (Stanton matches ALL of these):
o Reflux that does not respond to usual therapy (medicines which stop acid production in the stomach)
o Dysphagia (difficulty swallowing)
o Food impactions (food gets stuck in the esophagus)
o Nausea and Vomiting
o Failure to thrive (poor growth, malnutrition, or weight loss) and poor appetite
o Abdominal or chest pain
o Feeding refusal/intolerance or poor appetite
o Difficulty sleeping

At present, the only way to definitively diagnose EE is through endoscopy with biopsies. The endoscopy is often performed after treatment with reflux medications (acid suppressors) have failed to relieve the symptoms. During an upper endoscopy, the gastroenterologist looks at the esophagus, stomach, and duodenum (first part of the small bowel) through an endoscope (small tube inserted through the mouth) and takes multiple biopsies (small tissue samples) which a pathologist reviews under the microscope.

The gastroenterologist may be able to see a problem through the endoscope, but eosinophilic esophagitis may be present even if the esophagus looks normal to the doctor. That is why the biopsy samples are important to making the diagnosis of EE. A high number of eosinophils throughout the length of the (> 15 per high power field) suggest the diagnosis of EE. GERD also causes eosinophils in the esophagus, but typically far fewer and only in the part of the esophagus closest to the stomach. The pathologist will also look for tissue injury, inflammation, and thickening of the esophageal layers. With EE, the increased eosinophils are limited to the esophagus and not found in other areas of the intestinal tract. Once the diagnosis of EE is confirmed, food allergy testing is typically recommended to guide treatment. THIS IS EXACTLY WHERE WE ARE IN THIS PROCESS. Stanton is currently undergoing all the food allergy testing through a specialist at Ochsner’s.

Watch this video to see other families and children living with this diagnosis.  It sooooo describes our life and the stories sound so much like Stanton.

Friday, June 4, 2010

Bloodwork

Yesterday Stanton and I traveled to New Orleans for his lab appointment. Stanton is a super uncooperative passenger and not a natural car rider. He has finally built up a tolerance to riding for about 45 minutes – then he’s done and wants out. No music, toy or video interests him. It was stressful driving with such a cranky passenger in an extremely heavy downpour! The drive to Ochsner’s usually takes an hour and 20 minutes. Yesterday it took two hours! But, we stayed safe and made it on time to our appointment (barely).


The lab techs were so nice and gentle with Stanton. He started to cry as soon as the techs put on their gloves…..he’s been through so much and knows gloves = something invasive. I have a story about going to the doctor on my iPhone so I calmed him down by quoting lines from the story. “I wait my turn,” “I stay calm,” “that was easy,” etc. Stanton really did great. Of course he cried as the techs took ten vials of his blood, but he didn’t fight or kick or scream. He sat cuddled in my lap and quietly cried big alligator tears as I sang in his ear.

The blood will be sent to a special lab that matches specific blood cells to foods and watches for a reaction. I don’t have a complete list of all the foods the lab will study but I know they will look at the major eight allergy foods: milk, egg, peanut, tree nuts, fish, shellfish, soy, wheat; plus some I wrote on a list: chocolate, apple, peach, grapes, berries, etc. Stanton reacts so horribly to solid foods. So far we’ve found that sweet potato puffs and corn kernels are safe. It seems rice is a safe food for him too as he can eat the baby “mum, mum” crackers with no reaction, however, he won’t eat cooked rice.

We’ve been in food trials since April. Food trials are basically where you offer one food type for a week and monitor the reaction, then you take a week off for the body to recover. So Stanton can try one new food every two weeks. This has not gone well as Stanton has quickly reacted, and by quickly I do mean within a few hours, to most everything. Our ever increasing list of unsafe foods so far includes: dairy, egg, raisins, soy, peanut butter and pork.

The lab results will take a couple weeks. I’ll be sure to post something as soon as we hear!

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Spring

I know Spring brings change. Spring is the season with a delicate reputation tied to growth, new life, re-birth and all things glorious. Well, for our household, all of those feelings naturally associated with spring arrived in February. The new research medication from the University of MO became a spring board for change. Stanton’s soft tissue x-ray results came back in February and alerted our pediatrician to the fact that Stanton’s airway was severely narrow. I can now look back at this moment and clearly see that this was a defining moment in Stanton’s care. Because of this x-ray, we were referred to an ENT/airway specialist at Ochsners. I previously posted about him here.


Because the ENT was “very intrigued” with Stanton’s medical history and our story (which, by the way, is something you really don’t want to hear a specialist say), he said he’d like to create a team approach to Stanton’s care. Music, sweet music to a mother’s ears. I remember as he said the words “Team Approach,” the room standing still for a moment. I had to concentrate to not think I must be on an episode of Grey’s Anatomy.

The ENT has stayed true to his word and assembled a team of pediatric specialists for us. (all under one roof at Ochsners in New Orleans). First, he collaborated with our new GI and together, they performed Stanton’s most recent scope and procedures. This scope came back clear which gave us the green light to stop all medication and begin food trials. This has been a scary leap for us as Stanton has always taken medicine – multiple times per day. Stanton has now been off all reflux medication for 7 weeks!!!! When Stanton has an episode of vomiting and diarrhea, which is still more often than we’d like, it is now so obviously tied to food. That one lick of pie, or one sip of milkshake always comes back to bite him. Because the scope was clear, the GI also wants to be careful to rule out anything else that could be going on. So, we now have an allergist and immunologist on our team. We are traveling back to Ochsner’s on Thursday for lab work. The allergist and immunologist are also working together so I’m thankful that one trip to the lab will somehow draw enough blood for all the food and immunological testing.

Please keep us all in your prayers. Traveling combined with invasive testing on an awake child makes for a long, hard day.
This is just a fun picture of Stanton playing in his pillows!