Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Circumstances

I’m sitting in the waiting area while Stanton is in speech therapy today.  As I watch the variety of folks come and go, I realize that I have so much to be thankful for.  Although I have a chronically sick little man, with a future that is cloudy and unknown, he is so precious.  I do see God’s perfect love reflected on his face. He is silly and witty.  He talks up a storm about everything, especially warning signs.  He loves robots, rocket ships, airplanes, letters and dump trucks.  He is so acutely aware of the world around him and takes absolute joy in investigating his surroundings.  

I spend most of my time investigating options for his treatment plan.  Over the past six months and in the hospital, Stanton has lost lots of weight…so much that he is now in need of a feeding tube.  We are playing the waiting game to see the various specialists it takes to move forward with this surgery.  I called our team at Cincinnati Children’s Hospital and Stanton’s case will be presented to the Aero-digestive Team on Wednesday.  The nurse should call after the team comes up with a plan of action for us.  This does mean we will soon be back in Cincinnati for tests, procedures, meetings and possible surgeries.  I am hopeful that we will connect with a “local” team that will be willing to partner with Cincinnati – but so far that just hasn’t happened.  

On Thursday we will see a pulmonologist at Tulane.  I’m really curious about this appointment and what will come of it.  I will post our new plan of action after our Tulane appointment and once I hear back from Cincinnati.  Until then – our family really appreciate your prayers, thoughts, and positive vibes for Stanton!

“Circumstances may cause interruptions and delays, but never lose sight of your goal. Prepare yourself in every way you can by increasing your knowledge and adding to your experience, so that you can make the most of opportunity when it occurs.”  Mario Andretti

3 comments:

  1. I see the update here about Stanton. Will be praying for all that's to come!!

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  2. I'm with you in spirit, always. You are such a blessing to this world. Stanton is the luckiest of boys to have you as his mother. It is amazing how much we can handle that seems so impossible. With God, nothing is impossible.
    I'm sad that Charity hardly remembers you. You made such an impact on her early life. I treasure the video I have of you two during one of her last music therapy sessions. Can you believe she will be 14 in a few months?!
    I wish you didn't have to go through this, and I know it is hard. I will pray for you and Stanton.
    With Love, Penny

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  3. I will definitely be keeping Stanton and you all in my prayers. I am certain that God will help all of you through the coming months and year. Love and hugs...and I miss you too! :)

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